I Am...!

This is something that was on my mind. Has been forever, so...for the first time in my life, I will speak on it for one last time. After this, there will be nothing left to question.

Hmm...seems as if I have battled with my sexuality all of my life. I am tired of explaining myself, and trying to label who I am. I could've sworn my Mother gave me a label when I was born. Why do I need to fit into a category as well? I hate having to question, and look past my feelings because of my religion. I don't want to go against my faith, yet I have always been like this. I never grew up, or saw gay/lesbian couples. Was I born like this? Who knows. Did I choose to be this way? Of course not. Will I ever change? Why, I like myself just fine.

I despise having to tell a white lie, because not even the gay community will accept me. What I am "classified" as is frowned upon in the LGBT community. It is ashame that I am not accepted anywhere. But, before I knew straight from a curve, I have always been attracted to both sexes. I'm stuck in the middle, struggling to the top of a bucket full of bitchin` ass crabs. You can't pull me down, though. To some I'm Queer as Folke. To others I'm straighter than the jawline of a freshly done face augmentation. And, to a select few...confused. I'm no deer in the headlights, I know who I am. But, just because you don't, you question if I am genuine?

For now, and forever let's just say I am everything, and I am nothing. I AM ME !